I am a twat.

samedi 28 janvier 2023

Its hard to admit it to yourself as you get older. In the last few months I have learnt a few lessons about myself, and more importantly, about people who i care for, both friends and family.

I was told by friends and family that my left hand had a small tremor. I like a twat, laughed it off and carried on regardless. Over the next three years it became slightly worse. Still i laughed it off, even when friends close to me to get it checked. My two sisters and brother-in-laws said the same. My mum had a slight tremor, as did an Aunt, so a waved it away as a family trait. Finally my better half went bonkers and booked me in for a check up in Malaga. This was last November, just after my birthday. You guessed it, I have the onset of parkinsons. The doctor called me an idiot, looking back he is right, a complete twat. I have been on meds that seemed not to do much, until now. I can feel the improvement, which made me tear up a bit.
My stubbornness on this has pissed off some people I love. I am sorry.
I could have caught this problem very early and didnt listen. I am sorry.

If you are unsure about a small tremor or Balance problem please get it checked. Parkinsons is treatable and controllable.

Don't be a twat, thats my job.





Ps. Thanks to a couple of ears on the bbs. You know who you are.:love:


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