1 day to go...... Bloody Hell tomorrow we are going to be in the Cup Final
I am an emotional wreck so wanting the win but proud that we have even got this far.
Thoughts jumble between those that I have known over the 50 years who are no longer with us , who would of loved to be there with me, family, friends who I went to games with for years, fans who I have met along the way, user names on here who I never met. To those going like my son for the first time to see us in the F A Cup Final. To those I owe so much to who have helped in getting me back healthy enough to be able to go. When I am crying through Abide with Me those will be the faces the names I see through the tears.
Packing bag today shirt this seasons kit with Grandad 60 on it present from the sons three children for my 60th it was late for my 60th but thats no surprise. Will not put it on till I get to his in the morning the same as Watford.
Wife is nervous about me going not that she says so, it is not just health wise but she worries about trouble with other fans or trouble at the game as its such a big event. I know she talked to my son there are little tell tale signs like the asking over have I got the hearing aid. I hate wearing the thing its needed following the 4th heart attack, I cope mostly by using the one good ear and lip reading. However in a crowd the other aspect is it helps my sense of balance. Did not use it at Watford was fine until going home there were a couple of stumbles on the way to the station. I never told her and she never mentions aid ever but there she is asking yesterday. I have packed it will take it. She having the daughters and kids over will watch game with them and Mother in Law. Bless loved this week Mother in Law suffers dementia its short term memory loss thats the worse you have the same conversation two or three times a day sometimes an hour. I have loved it this week means we have talked F A Cup Final at least 30 times shown her the ticket etc. Wife just looks and shakes head at me.
Shirt today is the TDK with collar it reminds me of Attilio Lombardo when I first brought it I had hair now I look like him. Scary its what 19 years old and I still wear it.
Settled on meeting up with son at Green Man unless its pouring with rain, so will do the Stevenage - Wembley by train on my own. May well stop off at Baker Street, part of me fancies doing Victoria logic dictates just get to Wembley you daft sod your not so young anymore. Cooked breakfast an old fashioned fry up also keeps playing on my mind.
Its tomorrow.... it really is tomorrow......
I am an emotional wreck so wanting the win but proud that we have even got this far.
Thoughts jumble between those that I have known over the 50 years who are no longer with us , who would of loved to be there with me, family, friends who I went to games with for years, fans who I have met along the way, user names on here who I never met. To those going like my son for the first time to see us in the F A Cup Final. To those I owe so much to who have helped in getting me back healthy enough to be able to go. When I am crying through Abide with Me those will be the faces the names I see through the tears.
Packing bag today shirt this seasons kit with Grandad 60 on it present from the sons three children for my 60th it was late for my 60th but thats no surprise. Will not put it on till I get to his in the morning the same as Watford.
Wife is nervous about me going not that she says so, it is not just health wise but she worries about trouble with other fans or trouble at the game as its such a big event. I know she talked to my son there are little tell tale signs like the asking over have I got the hearing aid. I hate wearing the thing its needed following the 4th heart attack, I cope mostly by using the one good ear and lip reading. However in a crowd the other aspect is it helps my sense of balance. Did not use it at Watford was fine until going home there were a couple of stumbles on the way to the station. I never told her and she never mentions aid ever but there she is asking yesterday. I have packed it will take it. She having the daughters and kids over will watch game with them and Mother in Law. Bless loved this week Mother in Law suffers dementia its short term memory loss thats the worse you have the same conversation two or three times a day sometimes an hour. I have loved it this week means we have talked F A Cup Final at least 30 times shown her the ticket etc. Wife just looks and shakes head at me.
Shirt today is the TDK with collar it reminds me of Attilio Lombardo when I first brought it I had hair now I look like him. Scary its what 19 years old and I still wear it.
Settled on meeting up with son at Green Man unless its pouring with rain, so will do the Stevenage - Wembley by train on my own. May well stop off at Baker Street, part of me fancies doing Victoria logic dictates just get to Wembley you daft sod your not so young anymore. Cooked breakfast an old fashioned fry up also keeps playing on my mind.
Its tomorrow.... it really is tomorrow......
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